Thursday, October 8, 2015

October Currently - 8 Days Late

So, I'm 8 days late. The past two months I have sat in front of my laptop anticipating Farley uploading her currently posts. That's what happens when you're pregnant and not much to do I guess. Looking at now - I haven't had any time to be in front of my computer like I planned unless it's time I plan into my day where my Mom has Gunner and I am working on master's homework. Good news is, husband is home and holding Gunner so I thought I would spend a few minutes to get my currently uploaded :)

I'm such a "basic white girl" - I love ER months. Pumpkin Spice Lattes. Fall. Ugg boots. Cardigans. Layers of clothing. Pumpkin patches. ETC. So this would obviously be my go-to October quote. 


Husband was watching The Internship when I walked in from tutoring so that's what I currently hear right now. 


Right now. Husband is home on a Thursday night and has had Gunner all evening while I was tutoring. Mom is here and taking care of me left and right and I couldn't be more thankful. 


Rhetorical question. 
My mind is all over the place anymore. Not being at work, I worry about work. I worry about leaving Gunner when I go back. I think about how bad my students need me there. I am thinking about how I'm not getting paid for maternity leave so make sure I pinch those pennies. I am thinking about how much my parents need to find a house down here ASAP so my Dad can be here also. I am thinking about Gunner getting older and how it saddens and excites me at the same time. I think about my friends and family who I can't wait to meet Gunner. I am thinking about Christmas break already and how excited I am to go back home to Oklahoma - okay you get the point? :) 


What mom doesn't say this? I have heard every parent I know wish this. It's definitely at the top. I have a month left of maternity leave and it terrifies me. 


The ONLY complaint about Texas, south Texas at that.. I miss fall. I miss cold weather. I am not a good 90-100 degree girl. I hate it honestly. I'm all about the changing seasons, the colors, the crisp air, the bon fires, the sweatshirts, the food, the pumpkin season. I miss it. It happens about a month here. One day we will live somewhere where it happens, but until then. I will imagine and stare at pictures. 


Netflix and sweats. The time where we are all ourselves in the house and cuddling with Gunner and there's no judgement, no money spent, no makeup, just love. <3 

1 comment:

  1. That is a lot to think and worry about! I do not have kids yet, but I'm sure I would be thinking the same. Just feel better knowing that at least Fall is almost in your life! <3 Love your little one's Halloween onesie!!!
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